Friday, March 20, 2015

¿Qué preguntarle al doctor si has sido diagnosticado con un Schwannoma?


¡Hola a todos! Yo soy Neil, el coordinador del grupo “Schwannoma Survivors & Fighters” (Sobrevivientes y luchadores de Schwannoma). En 2009 cuando fui diagnosticado con un Schwannoma -siempre le digo a la gente que a pesar de que soy un tipo muy educado- NUNCA había escuchado la palabra Schwannoma. Esto se debe a que el tema aún es desconocido para el público en general. Es por eso que he creado el grupo en Facebook llamado Schwannoma Survivors y también un blog con el mismo nombre, así estamos en nuestro camino hacia el objetivo de difundir más sobre el tema relacionado con el Schwannoma y sus tratamientos, como también contestando preguntas frecuentes y así ser los mejores pacientes, los más listos y los mejor preparados a la hora de consultar a nuestros propios doctores.
Es por eso que se me ocurrió hacer este blog sobre preguntas simples y útiles que una persona recientemente diagnosticada con este padecimiento pudiese preguntarle a su médico.
He aquí unas preguntas básicas para comenzar:


1)    ¿Qué es un Schwannoma y cuántos de ellos ha visto en sus años de práctica médica?
El porqué de esta pregunta: Yo preguntaría sobre ésto porque muchos doctores tienen diferentes grados de experiencia con respecto al tratamiento de Schwannomas. Algunas personas me han dicho claramente que han encontrado a sus médicos desafortunadamente con falta de experiencia sobre tratamientos de Schwannomas. Los neurocirujanos son los que regularmente tienen las mejores experiencias tratando o removiendo Schwannomas y ellos son los que tienen el mejor conocimiento sobre lo que hay que hacer dependiendo el tipo de Schwannoma que tengas.


2)    ¿Dónde está localizado mi Schwannoma?
El porqué de esta pregunta: El lugar donde está el Schwannoma tiene mucho que ver con muchísimas cosas, incluyendo el grado de dificultad de extracción del mismo, qué tan grave puede ser la deficiencia de los nervios que está afectando y determinar las posibles secuelas que pueden surgir después de la extirpación quirúrgica. El mejor y el medio más común para contestar a todo esto es por medio de una evaluación después de haberse realizado una resonancia magnética con contraste.


3)    ¿Por qué estoy experimentando estos síntomas?
El porqué de esta pregunta: El doctor puede ayudarte a entender por qué o cómo el Schwannoma está interfiriendo con el propio funcionamiento de los nervios afectados en tu cuerpo.


4)    ¿Qué tan grande es el Schwannoma que tengo?
El porqué de esta pregunta: Otro punto básico – el tamaño del Schwannoma es un factor importantísimo a la hora de determinar la dificultad o la facilidad de su extracción, y qué tanto está interfiriendo con tus nervios u otros órganos y que seguirá ejerciendo presión conforme vaya creciendo. Esto es muy importante para poder desarrollar un pronóstico médico y establecer qué se puede hacer después de la cirugía.


5)    ¿Cuáles son mis opciones quirúrgicas? ¿Es el bisturí cibernético (Cyber Knife) una opción viable para mi caso?
El porqué de esta pregunta: En la mayoría de los casos la resección convencional, es decir, la cirugía convencional se utiliza para extraer el Schwannoma del nervio afectado. Hay nuevos tratamientos disponibles como el bisturí cibernético (Cyber Knife). Personalmente sólo he escuchado sobre un grupo reducido de pacientes que se han sometido al bisturí cibernético, sin embargo, es razonable esperar que procedimientos menos invasivos sean más avanzados en un futuro y por ende se utilizarán con mayor regularidad. Siempre vale la pena preguntar si existe la opción de someterse a una cirugía menos invasiva o algún otro tratamiento más viable.


6)    ¿Cuántos Schwannomas ha removido?
El porqué de esta pregunta: Otro cirujano me dijo que esta es una muy buena pregunta que hay que hacer, especialmente a tu neurocirujano – y debería darle la pauta inmediatamente al paciente si tiene o no a un cirujano experimentado en Schwannomas. La razón dicta que no quieres ser el experimento de otro ¿verdad? Haz la pregunta, vale la pena.


7)    ¿Cuánta de mi capacidad física podré recuperar de nuevo después de la cirugía?
El porqué de esta pregunta: Para ser honesto, mucho de nosotros podemos volver a recuperar  un buen porcentaje de capacidad física después de la cirugía – pero mucho de nosotros (incluyéndome) no volvemos a nuestro 100% de capacidad. Volver a la perfección después de una cirugía de Schwannoma es algo muy raro. Por lo tanto es bueno saber tanto como sea posible y qué calidad de vida puedes llegar a tener  después de la cirugía.



8)    ¿Cuáles son los riesgos de una cirugía?
El porqué de esta pregunta: Todas las cirugías acarrean riesgos y procedimientos quirúrgicos en nervios mayores como en la médula espinal por ejemplo, contienen un mayor nivel de riesgo. Un cirujano una vez me comentó que algunos Schwannomas casi se desprenden, otros deben de ser cortados, otros se muestran muy difíciles de remover ya sea completa o parcialmente. Es muy importante que el médico te diga cuanto más detalle posible y cuáles son los riesgos de la cirugía. Ya que es aquí donde se proporciona lo esencial para ese acto inevitable de tener que balancear los riesgos con los beneficios, y así decidirás si te sometes a la cirugía o si optas por alguna otra alternativa.


9)    ¿Cuánto tiempo se tarda la recuperación?

El porqué de esta pregunta: Esta es una pregunta complicada y pueda que no tenga una respuesta exacta –pero siempre vale la pena hacerla. Todos queremos saber cuánto tiempo de nuestra vida pasaremos recuperándonos de la cirugía – y en mi propia experiencia en la recuperación de cirugía de Schwannomas- especialmente los Schwannomas extraídos de la médula espinal o neuromas acústicos – puede ser prolongada. Los tiempos de recuperación realmente pueden variar pero en mi cautelosa opinión, por la propia experiencia puedo decir que muy a menudo es un proceso largo.

Translation by Katia Orellana-Helin

Monday, March 2, 2015

被确诊神经鞘瘤后一些要问医生的问题:

挑战神经鞘瘤

2014年6月19号,星期四

被确诊神经鞘瘤后一些要问医生的问题:

大家好,我叫Neil, 我是脸书上“神经鞘瘤挑战者和幸存者”的组织人。2009年,我被确诊患有神经鞘瘤,我经常告诉人们虽然我是一个受过良好教育的人但是在这之前却从来没有听说过神经鞘瘤这个词。这个词对大多数人来说很陌生。所以我设立了这个神经鞘瘤挑战者的脸书和论坛网页。现在我们已在向大众推广神经鞘瘤及其治疗的路上,同时帮助武装患者在被确诊后向医生问一些实用对证的问题。

所以,我想如果把这个论坛网页设置成简单、实用的问题网站应该对被新确诊的患者来说很有帮助。

下面是一些应该用来问你的医生的基本问题:

1)什么是神经鞘瘤,在你从医的这么多年来一共见过多少神经鞘瘤患者
为什么这个问题:因为不同的医生对于治疗神经鞘瘤有积累了不同程度的经验,所以我会问这个问题。有些人很清楚的告诉过我,他们见过的医生有些根本对神经鞘瘤没有什么经验。神经专科手术师相对来说对处理、切除神经鞘瘤比较有经验,并且他们通常是对怎样处置你的肿瘤最有发言权的。

2)你的神经鞘瘤长在哪个位置
为什么这个问题:你的肿瘤的生长的位置跟好多方面有关:包括是否容易切除肿瘤、对连接的神经的影响有多大和你的肿瘤手术切除后的效果如何。回答这个问题的最好的也是最常见的方法是磁共振造影检查分析。

3)我为什么会有这种症状
为什么这个问题:希望你的医生能够帮你分析你的肿瘤为什么和怎样影响与其关连的器官的正常功能。

4)你的肿瘤有多大
为什么这个问题:这是另一个很关键的问题,因为肿瘤的大小将会决定将其切除的难易程度和随着肿瘤的生长对其相连神经的影响及挤压周边其它器官的严重程度。它也是决定你清除肿瘤后身体能否复原的另一重要因素。

5)我的手术切除有几种可能性, 射波刀( cyber-knife)治疗对我来说是否可行
为什么这个问题:绝大多数情况下是用传统手术,比如说用传统手术来切除神经鞘瘤。目前有一些可行的新的治疗方法,像射波刀治疗。我本人只听说过有限的几例射波刀治疗例子,不过将来像射波刀这样小创伤的治疗方法将会越来越先进,用的将越来越广泛。总是值得问你的医生除了传统手术切除肿瘤是否有小创伤治愈方法的可能性。

6)你从医以来一共切除过多少神经鞘瘤
为什么这个问题:一个手术师曾告诉过我这是一个值得问的问题,尤其是对你的神经科手术师。这个问题的答案应该马上告诉你他是否切除过神经鞘瘤和切除这种肿瘤的经验有多少。因为谁也不想成为某人的试验品。所以一定要问这个问题。

7)我所能承受的术后的恢复程度
为什么这个问题:实在话,我们当中很多人在手术后能有很好的恢复,但是很多人包括我自己在内都不能达到100%的恢复到手术前的状态。对于神经鞘瘤患者来说,手术后能完全恢复到术前的状态是很少见的。所以对于将来术后的生活质量知道的越多越好。

8)手术带来的风险都有哪些
为什么这个问题:所有手术都存在风险,尤其像脊柱这样的主要神经有关的手术存在很显著的风险。一位手术时曾经告诉我有的神经鞘瘤几乎自己要脱落下来,其它的责需要被切除下来。有些肿瘤则因为太难完全切除而只做部分切除。一个能告诉你尽可能精确的手术带来的风险的医师是很重要的。因为这在选择手术切除还是其它办法时为衡量手术带来的风险和收益提供资料。

9)我的手术后恢复所需的时间
为什么这个问题:这是一个棘手的问题并且很有可能得不到一个确切答案,不过还是值得问的。我们都想知道到底手术后需要多长时间来恢复。我个人的经验是神经鞘瘤术后尤其是脊柱神经和听觉神经鞘瘤,术后的恢复期可能被拖长。术后恢复的时间每个人会有不同,不过按我本人的经历谨慎的来说一般会比预期的要长。


Translation by Ms. Kris Sres

Monday, December 29, 2014

A Q and A with Dr. Anne Barnes, Psychiatrist, on the Mental Aspects of Dealing With Schwannomas & Chronic Pain

Hello everyone! This week I'm pleased to present to you a very special Q and A with Dr. Anne Barnes, psychiatrist (*Small note worth mentioning - psychiatrists are also medical doctors, so that is why I much preferred to have a psychiatrist assist us, because they stand a better chance at also understanding the physical issues Schwannoma Survivors endure).  Dr Barnes has graciously volunteered her time to answer 5 questions on the mental aspects of dealing with Schwannomas and chronic pain.  And since this Q and A covers a slightly different area than previous ones - I wanted to be clear about one thing; the only goal I have here in introducing this subject is related to the very real fact that many Schwannoma Survivors, including myself, have admitted privately that there is a mental component to dealing with Schwannomas.  People have confided this to me privately many times, and I have written about it as well.  This Q and A is meant, very simply, to learn a bit more about this reality, and hopefully help us learn how to keep our mental health in the best possible shape, while dealing with the physical issues.  We thank Dr. Barnes for her time and insights, and you can read a brief bio about her at the end of this blog.  Have a great day! Neil


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1)  Nearly all of those who are survivors of Schwannoma tumors have had to deal with pain- sometimes a great deal of it, and even severe chronic pain.  As a mental health professional, can you tell us a little bit about some of the techniques that concerned psychiatrists use in order to help the patient combat chronic pain, and hopefully regain a better quality of life, mentally and physically.

Many mental health professionals (including psychiatrists, psychologists, social workers, and marriage and family therapists) have been trained in psychotherapies that help patients combat chronic pain.  Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) is one form of therapy with a significant evidence base for its effectiveness in treating chronic pain.  In CBT, a person learns to notice the negative “automatic thoughts” that surround the experience of chronic pain.  These thoughts are often distortions of reality.  Cognitive therapy can teach a person how to change these thought patterns and improve the experience of pain.  CBT teaches pain patients how to avoid fearful anticipation, get rid of discouraging thoughts, and adjust everyday routines to help prevent physical and emotional suffering.  CBT is also a proven treatment for depression and can reduce symptoms of anxiety in chronic pain. 

CBT is also a form of skills training and gives patients coping skills.  Patients find that they can use these coping skills in other stressful areas of their lives. 

Examples of coping skills that patients are encouraged to develop include:
-Staying active and continuing to do activities they enjoy
-Exercising (especially low impact exercise such as yoga or walking)
-Developing social connections (e.g., making a lunch date with a family or friend)
-Utilizing distraction techniques when pain flares (e.g., engaging in a pleasant experience such as taking a walk or watching a movie)
-Utilizing relaxation techniques such as meditation or breathing exercises to keep stress levels under control.  (Jon Kabat-Zinn, PhD has done wonderful work on mindfulness meditation for chronic pain and has CD’s available that teach this)
-Other forms of self-care including healthy sleep and eating habits

CBT can be provided individually or within a group format.  Sessions are usually 1-2 hours in length and treatment lasts approximately 10 to 20 sessions.  CBT does involve homework and active participation from the patient in order to reinforce the skills learned.

The goal of CBT in regard to chronic pain is symptom reduction and functional improvement, rather than complete pain relief. 

To treat chronic pain, CBT is most often used together with other methods of pain management.  For example, some antidepressants have been shown to help reduce pain and may be prescribed as part of a patient’s pain treatment plan. 



2)  There is a sub-group of people who are Schwannoma Survivors who have the genetic condition of Schwannomatosis.  They may have anywhere from a handful of tumors in their body all the way up to some who have too many to count.  As a counselor, what are some good first steps in trying to deal with a condition that may be inoperable?  How might a counselor help a person come to grips with what such a serious condition might mean for their mental health going forward?

I think that good first steps include helping to empower a patient as much as possible in understanding their illness and gaining support from others.  A counselor may encourage patients to not isolate themselves and to reach out to family and friends for support.  If a patient does not have a solid support system already in place, then the counselor may support them in taking steps to build one.  For example, there may be support groups available or other community resources that the patient could utilize.   A counselor may also encourage patients to learn as much as possible as they can about their condition. In this way, patients can ensure that they are getting the best treatment available.  This will also help increase a patient’s sense of independence and control.  Counselors can also help ensure that patients have medical support from experts they trust and encourage patients to talk to their health providers openly about ongoing questions and concerns regarding their illness as well as the treatment they are being provided (e.g., concern about side effects from medications or pain).  Counselors may also encourage patients to keep doing the things they like to do, especially as this can help them remain connected to others and boost their self-confidence.

A counselor should also be aware of the increased risk of major depressive disorder occurring in patients with a chronic illness and to also monitor for symptoms associated with this disorder.  Living with a chronic illness is a challenge and it is normal for patients to feel grief and sadness as they come to grips with their condition and its implications.  However, if these feelings don’t go away (i.e., last for more than a few weeks) or patients start having trouble sleeping or eating or if they lose interest in the activities they normally enjoy, these may be symptoms of depression. 

Symptoms of depression include:
-Ongoing sad, anxious or empty feelings
-Feeling hopeless
-Feeling guilty, worthless, or helpless
-Feeling irritable or restless
-Loss of interest in activities or hobbies once enjoyable
-Feeling tired all the time
-Difficulty concentrating, remembering details, or making decisions
-Difficulty falling asleep or staying asleep or sleeping all the time
-Overeating or loss of appetite
-Ongoing aches and pains, headaches, cramps, or digestive problems that do not ease with treatment
-Thoughts of death or suicide attempts

Early diagnosis and treatment of depression can ease distress along with the risk of suicide.  It can also improve the patient’s quality of life and increase their likelihood of sticking with the treatment plan that their medical team has created for them.



3) Several people in the Schwannoma Survivors group have been quite upset by having been told by doctors that the source of their physical pains were mental.  Some doctors have suggested that they see a mental health professional- when what is actually going on is that doctors attending to the physical condition are sometimes mis-diagnosing an undiscovered physical problem as a mental one.  So when it turns out that the problem later proves absolutely to be physical, survivors are understandably none too happy at the implication “It was all in your head”.  With that in mind, I am curious to know what kinds of signs a psychiatrist would look for if a misdiagnosed patient (someone who actually had a tumor or serious medical issue that is physical in nature) shows up at your door, and what kinds of signs might alert you to the fact that this person’s condition has a physical, rather than mental cause? 
  
If a patient feels that their doctor is unable to diagnose the cause of their pain, is unfamiliar with their type of pain, or is unsure of how to treat it, then I would encourage them to ask for referral to another doctor who has experience with their particular symptoms or disease.  Also, if pain lasts much longer than expected, or a primary care doctor or specialist hasn’t been able to treat his or her chronic pain satisfactorily, then a patient could ask for a referral to a pain specialist. 

Signs that would indicate that the pain probably has a physical cause and that I would be very concerned about would include:

-Changes in bowel or bladder function
-Numbness and/or tingling in the arms and/or legs
-Muscle weakness and loss of balance/falls
-Chills or fever
-Unintentional weight loss
-Headaches that do not go away or get better with treatment
-Shortness of breath
-Nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, loss of appetite

These symptoms could be signaling a serious problem that requires medical intervention soon.



4) Could you expand a little on the links between depression and chronic pain?

Some of the overlap between depression and chronic pain can be explained by biology.  Depression and chronic pain share some of the same neurotransmitters which are brain chemicals that act as messengers traveling between nerves.  Depression and chronic pain also share some of the same nerve pathways.  The impact of chronic pain can force someone to struggle with tremendous losses, such as the loss of sleep, exercise, social networks, relationships, sexual relationships, or a job and income.  These losses can make a person feel depressed.  Depression then magnifies the pain and reduces one’s coping skills.

People who suffer from both chronic pain and depression (as opposed to only chronic pain) often report experiencing more intense pain as well as feeling less control of their lives.  They also tend to engage in more unhealthy coping strategies. 

Because chronic pain and depression are so interconnected, they are often treated together.  Since chronic pain and depression involve the same nerves and neurotransmitters, antidepressants are used to treat both chronic pain and depression.  Antidepressants work on the brain to reduce the perception of pain.  Research has demonstrated the effectiveness of tricyclic antidepressants such as Elavil and doxepin in treating chronic pain.  However, the side effects associated with the tricyclic antidepressants sometimes limits their use.  There are newer antidepressants available such as Cymbalta and Effexor that act on the neurotransmitters of serotonin and norepinephrine.  These newer antidepressants also seems to work well for chronic pain and tend to have fewer side effects than the tricyclic antidepressants.

Exercise can also be helpful in chronic pain.  Exercise also helps improve depression by releasing the same kind of brain chemicals that antidepressants release.  Patients should consult a physician about designing an exercise plan that will be safe and effective for them as this can be helpful in treating both chronic pain and depression.



 5)  One issue that does come up with tumor survivors is how we deal with family.  We recently had a very courageous group member write a message- which was something of a “coming out” about their own continued pain and also the discovery of what may be another tumor in their body.  Other people seem to prefer to deal with their illness/tumors very privately.  Do you find, in your capacity as a counselor, that one strategy is more beneficial than the other?


I think that this is a deeply personal decision for each patient and that one strategy is not always going to be more beneficial in every situation.  However, I do encourage patients to develop as much of a support system in whatever way they can, to not isolate themselves, and to reach out to family and friends if possible.  Some patients may have reasons for not wanting to tell others, however.  Some patients may have a history of unhealthy family dynamics or abuse by family members and don’t experience these family members as being supportive.  Being able to decide who and who not to tell may provide a sense of control in a situation where the patient feels like they have very little control.  They also may have professional concerns regarding how they will be treated if their work finds out.  Some patients may also not want to have others bear the perceived emotional burden of their situation.  They may just want to be treated “normally” instead of as in the sick role and derive strength from that. However, I do think that it is important for the counselor to work through this decision making process (regarding whether or not to share their diagnosis with family or friends) with the patient.    A counselor can also help patients to identify other sources of support (e.g., support groups, community resources) that can be helpful whether or not they decide to share their diagnosis with their family or friends.  A counselor can also provide a significant source of support for patients in their treatment relationship as well.

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A Brief Bio of Dr. Barnes:


Dr. Barnes is a psychiatrist who is board-certified in both child/adolescent psychiatry as well as adult psychiatry.  She is a member of the American Academy of Child and Adolescent Psychiatry.  She grew up in North Carolina and attended medical school at the Brody School of Medicine at East Carolina University, performed her residency in adult psychiatry at Emory University, and did her fellowship in child and adolescent psychiatry at Stanford University.  Dr. Barnes believes in providing evidence-based treatments as well as focusing on the strengths of the individuals and families that she works with.  Dr. Barnes also has a special interest in integrative and holistic treatments in mental health and is a diplomate of the American Board of Integrative and Holistic Medicine.  She is particularly interested in treating individuals with ADHD, mood disorders, and anxiety.   She has a private practice and also works at a community mental health center in San Francisco, CA.  She can be reached at annebarnesmd@gmail.com

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Disclaimer: Dr. Barnes assumes no liability whatsoever for the comments or advice offered in the content of this blog.  Dr. Barnes has offered her advice generally on the issues relating to treatment of Schwannomas - however Dr Barnes and the Schwannoma Survivors & Schwannoma Fighters group always insist that a person should make all major medical decisions in consultation with one's own physician.




Monday, December 8, 2014

Case Study # 14 Nick Nichols and the Story of his Brachial Plexus Schwannoma

Hello everyone!  Welcome to our 14th Schwannoma Case study, this one featuring Nick Nichols and the story of his Brachial Plexus Schwannoma.  I get questions frequently about this kind of Schwannoma, and it was one for which we really have needed more firsthand stories and information.  We thank Nick very much for taking a good bit of time to write out his story, and we wish him the best for his continued recovery! - Neil
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1)    How old were you at the time of your diagnosis?

That’s a kinda complicated question in my case. Allow me to tell a bit of backstory. I was a junior in high school in 2001 when I first noticed a twinge in the outer thigh of my left leg. I didn’t think anything of it until it continued. So upon feeling the area I noticed there was a small nodule there about the size of an M&M. Whenever I touched it the right way it would shoot a sensation like electricity throughout my leg. I asked my family doctor and he felt it but didn’t think it was anything serious. He was a good doctor, but told me as long as it wasn’t growing the best thing to do would be to leave it alone. I was satisfied with the answer as it was more of a nuisance than anything else.

Flash forward a few years to 2005. I was at work atop a ladder lifting a box filled with office electronics I felt a familiar twinge but this time on the right side of my neck. I put the box up and felt. Sure enough there was the same M&M size nodule. Same sensation. The realization that there was another of those growths in my body filled me with dread. I had dealt with the one on my leg but this one seemed different. Over the next several months I found out just how different this one was. The size stayed the same, just like the one on my leg, but the pain was so much worse. It got to where I had to take an over the counter(not a controlled drug) pain pill every morning because it was pretty much a given that it would plague me at some point during the day.

The pain wasn’t always bad. Some days the nodule wouldn’t give me any trouble at all and would allow me to live my life like normal. But other days it would remind me just how much sway it held over my body, especially my right arm. Finally when I knew these things weren’t going away on their own I decided to take what steps I could to get rid of them..at least the one in my neck. I couldn’t live like that for the rest of my life.

So in 2006 at the age of 22 I went to an ENT(ear, nose and throat) doctor. He ordered an ultrasound which showed there was a nodule in my neck, but apart from that, nothing. He said it could be a swollen lymph node or a tumor, most likely benign. He referred me to an orthopedic who was apparently very good with tumors on the neck.

The orthopedic checked me out and told me it could be something called a schwannoma tumor. I thought, “Never heard of one of those before.” But to get a definitive answer he needed a biopsy. If it was a schwannoma he told me he could remove it. Music to my ears.

Let me preface this next part. I tend to be a positive person. I rejoice in the life my God has given me and I’m thankful for all of the grace he gives me, none of it deserved. My life hasn’t been all sunshine and roses, but for the most part I’ve never had very many dark days. So when I tell you what happened next was the single worst experience in my life, I mean it.

I went to the biopsy appointment. I’m not afraid of needles. I don’t like getting shots, but I’m not crippled by the thought of them. So I wasn’t dreading it or anything. They gave me something to numb the area in my neck and then they got the biopsy needle out and took the plunge. Do you know when people say “That struck a nerve”…I know why they say that. As soon as the needle touched the nodule I lost control of my body as it seized. It felt like the nerve was a guitar string and when they plucked it with the needle the string resonated throughout my body. I could feel it to my toes. Seeing my extreme discomfort the two medical staff members who were conducting the procedure paused. They were sympathetic to the torture I was going through, but knew they needed the biopsy. So I gritted my teeth and did the best I could as they pushed on. But I couldn’t take it. It felt like I was being shocked over and over again every time they touched the growth. I finally told them I couldn’t handle it anymore and they left me in the room to compose myself. I was still tense when I was walking through the hallway to the parking garage and the automatic door began to close before I had a chance to get through. I cowered in fear of something touching me again before I even knew what had happened. I’d never felt such a primitive reaction to fear before in my life.

The ENT doctor told me(surprise!) they didn’t get enough tissue from the biopsy to be conclusive. Based on the way he told me he was aware of the torture I was put through. He said the only option we had left was to do the surgery. The ENT would start the surgery and if the growth was a lymph node he would remove it, but if it was a schwannoma he would call the orthopedic while I was still under anesthesia.

I really wasn’t nervous about the surgery. I was excited at the prospect of not being in pain anymore. Precautionary tests were done to make sure I was healthy enough for the surgery and everything came back fine. The day finally arrived and I went under. I was so eager to find out what in the world was on my neck. The nurses wheeled me back to the operating room and strapped my arms to the side in a sort of horizontal crucifix position. They put an adapter on the bed under my head to turn my head to the side and expose it on the right side. They told me I would soon be asleep.

I started to come to. I vaguely remember the ENT being in the recovery room when I woke up. The first thing I mumbled out of mouth was, “What was it?” The ENT told me it was a schwannoma. So to answer the question, I was 22 when I was diagnosed. But the doctor told me it was gone now. It was gone and I was relieved.

I found out after the surgery that there was a big scare at the hospital while I was under. All patients and medical personnel were evacuated for about an hour when a fire alarm went off. It was set off by some smoke from two electrical motors overheating. The only people left in the building were those who were in surgery. Someone told my parents, who must have been terrified, that the surgery was going fine and the doctors had a way out if something happened.

The ENT told me the orthopedic had to remove about 10% of the nerve of my brachial plexus where the schwannoma was located. Looking at diagrams now it was probably the upper trunk of the brachial plexus and it was only just below the skin, which must be why it was so sensitive.

So that was one schwannoma down. I still have the one in my leg but at the moment the pain is manageable. When it gets to the point that I need to have it removed I’ll seek a doctor who has a history of removing schwannomas.

2)    Do you have any history of Schwannomas in your family?

Not that I’ve ever heard of.

3)    Where was your Schwannoma located?  And what were the symptoms that lead to your diagnosis?

The right side of my neck, a little above my collar bone. The symptoms started as a tingling sensation but eventually it was painful and couldn’t be touched or bumped, which would lead to my whole body tensing up and pain in my neck and right arm.
4)    Could you describe, in whatever detail possible, what kind of surgical treatment was performed on your Schwannoma, and if you would consider it successful? (Or describe what you may know about the surgery that may yet be performed, if you haven't been operated on yet)

My surgery was successful and nothing ever resurfaced. I don’t really know many details about how they removed it. I think I remember them saying something about a robotic device that helped the doctor with his precision.

I still feel a little bump about half the size of the schwannoma. It’s most likely scar tissue but it’s a little sensitive, probably because it’s near the nerve. I just hope and pray it isn’t the schwannoma coming back. But I don’t think it’s coming back.


5)    Having gone through the experience, what do you think are the most critical questions for someone to ask their doctor about surgery and treatment of this kind of schwannoma?

I would ask if the doctor has ever performed surgery to remove a schwannoma. My doctor(the orthopedic) assured me he knew what he was doing and that added so much comfort to a very scary situation. Ask if there will be any long term issues after the surgery. And ask the chances of the schwannoma returning.

6)    Can you describe what the recovery process was like for you – if you feel you have made a positive recovery…and what things you have done that have been of most help to you?  (Also, you are free to describe what doctors tell you to expect from your recovery if you haven't been in surgery yet)

The recovery was really a breeze. I only had minimal pain the first few days after the surgery. They told me not to lift heavy objects for several weeks, but eventually I was able to lift pretty much everything I could before the surgery. The details of my issues with lifting are described in the next answer.

7)    Are you able to do all or most the things you did before? (Also feel free to describe your abilities even if you are still living with the tumor or tumors)
I’ve noticed that I can’t bowl more than a couple of games or my neck really hurts the next day. I don’t even do that very often, so it isn’t a huge deal.

More of an issue in recent days is that I’m not able to hold my 14-month-old daughter for very long. This week I had to take her to the doctor and didn’t want to put her down where she could get germy. I could tell my neck was beginning to hurt so I asked a family member to hold her some of the time. That helped a lot but for the next few days I couldn’t hold her with my right arm for very long at all. It isn’t quite the same feeling as a pulled muscle but I guess it’s similar. It’s a very dull, deep ache along the nerve where the tumor had been attached. But I’m more than happy to deal with this discomfort as long as the schwannoma is gone for good.